The general reluctance to talk about any kind of mental
disorder has kept it out of more than one family tree and published family
history. In my family, I think I can trace
it back 3 generations.
I was diagnosed in the mid 1970s. My internist referred me
to a wonderful psychiatrist who did a battery of tests. The terminology was
different in those days and the diagnosis for me was “manic depressive
depressive” meaning that my highs were not very high but my lows were very low.
Medication helped and the Doctor taught me to cope with the up and down swings. I will always be on medication.
My mother suffered with depression but she would not seek
treatment. Without going into details,
I’ll just say that there were some difficult times when she was at her lowest.
And her up times were not really “up”.
Nature or nurture? Is
my depression inherited or is it the result of living with my mother?
When I began genealogy research, I discovered that one of my
mother’s maternal great uncles was committed to an insane asylum in 1895. I
know only what I’ve read in his probate record, but he apparently knew he was
not well. Years later his son was declared incompetent.
Is genetics at play here?
I suspect that my mother was not the only one of her
generation to cope with depression nor am I the only one in my generation. Too bad that I’m the only one willing to be
open about it. I think we could learn from one another.
This post is inspired by “Down into Darkness”: MentalIllness & Family History
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